14.12.04
low morale...
1st day of sch..nt tat bad..ended early coz tutorial cancelled..went home first..coz mtg liting they all only @ ard 4plus...went to imm..than town..dnr..as usual..than home..nuting much i can say...
was kinda low morale..kept tinking of "them" saying seniors abusing ranks..da phrase jus kept repeating in my mind...y y..?? y would earth would they tink tat east seniors r abusing their ranks or treating them like cadets..?? y y..?? or did i really..?? haiz..i jus cant help pondering...arghz..i cant stand it le....y y..?? y cant i jus leave everyting behind n let them settle da rest..or y cant i jus dun go for ncc for once..?? i jus cant do tat...
im feeling super low morale..very sad...very disappointed..very i duno wat to say liaoz..i hate tis feeling inside of me..i know im nt like tat..but i jus cant help but to reflect on all my action during tat very 3days...i know they r wrong in a way...n i am too..
dunno la...ciaoz..
p/s: nt refering to my cdts (clts already)...=P
Posted by dotsux at 12/14/2004 01:28:00 am